Y ; Thursday, July 12, 2007.
i don't know people advise me no to go back to you....i'm scared to look in your eyes...the eyes of a friend...because it reminds me tooo much.....like today for history...we went in different groups because we knew..i wouldn't work.....i look at you i know.........i won't say sorry because i don't think its my fault........its clear isn't it......were both afraid of saying sorry to each other because were afraid.....its neither of our faults...its because we have friends and we want to be with each other.....i know....it difficult.....i want to go with eunice all (now)....but....i love shi min , xin Min, Anna as a friend its difficult......u have ur friends and i have mine......i dun mix wif ur friends and you dun mix with mine.......u always partner aisha so i thought maybe you would understand that i wanted to partner Shi Min.....The way you didn't understand pissed me of..........i waited for you kezia......i followed......when i told you i had to go home....u didn't respect my decision u forced me to stay with you!.....you know how i feel?.......u never cared! I trusted that you would but u didn't i was pissed of then but i said to my self never mind........am i for show....nithing a person to follow behind you.....a servent.........?i always thought u would be a gd friend but it seems my calculations are wrong yes i read your blog.....i saw you missed me(thats what i thought it was about) so do i.....but i................just wanna be alone and figure out my gd friends....or at least friends!......
'My miracles and me.........need help'