Y ; Wednesday, July 18, 2007.
Ok.......well...i'm so called back together with her......but i won't be close with her.........she'll just be friends.....she has hers and i have mine.......i dun mean this to hurt you but this is what i decided....wel.....my life gone smooth.....netball was fun wif anna......hehe play lah......but coach was angry....when we played the game!!!
so when life give u lemons u make lemonade.....hehe
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BLACKISH ;
11:40 PM
Y ; Thursday, July 12, 2007.
Ha......today really was bad....hey kezia can i ask u something.....during DnT that was my seat wasn't it.....how could you have just given my seat away without asking me first...it was for both of us to decide it wasn't it not for you to make decisions without asking whether i agree with it first...omg....how can u.....of all people.....be so selfish?This was for both of us to decide instead you made your own decision......in your blog you said you hated selfish people.....do you hate yourself.....if your trying to make me feel alone its not working.......i have confidence and i have other friends beside you......but i want to ask you a question...after showing me such an atitiude why do you even bothere to come and try to talk to me after knowing it will never be the same?Was that your idea if it wasn'ti', sorry about the scolding i should be scolding the people to tell you to this but its stillyour fault why did you listen to them anyway....if it wasn't that is if it was yours i can't forgive you.....its over if thats the attitude your going to show me!I'm sick of that way we treat each other it seems we cannot be the same anymore.........maybe because were two different people and not menat to be together maybe its just faith....maybe its just us trying to tell each other we don't belong as friends and not even more good friends.....maybe it was too early for us to have decided that we are gd friends maybe its just some people are between us!
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BLACKISH ;
11:26 PM
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BLACKISH ;
11:25 PM
Y ; .
i don't know people advise me no to go back to you....i'm scared to look in your eyes...the eyes of a friend...because it reminds me tooo much.....like today for history...we went in different groups because we knew..i wouldn't work.....i look at you i know.........i won't say sorry because i don't think its my fault........its clear isn't it......were both afraid of saying sorry to each other because were afraid.....its neither of our faults...its because we have friends and we want to be with each other.....i know....it difficult.....i want to go with eunice all (now)....but....i love shi min , xin Min, Anna as a friend its difficult......u have ur friends and i have mine......i dun mix wif ur friends and you dun mix with mine.......u always partner aisha so i thought maybe you would understand that i wanted to partner Shi Min.....The way you didn't understand pissed me of..........i waited for you kezia......i followed......when i told you i had to go home....u didn't respect my decision u forced me to stay with you!.....you know how i feel?.......u never cared! I trusted that you would but u didn't i was pissed of then but i said to my self never mind........am i for show....nithing a person to follow behind you.....a servent.........?i always thought u would be a gd friend but it seems my calculations are wrong yes i read your blog.....i saw you missed me(thats what i thought it was about) so do i.....but i................just wanna be alone and figure out my gd friends....or at least friends!......
'My miracles and me.........need help'
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BLACKISH ;
3:09 AM
Y ; Tuesday, July 10, 2007.
Its over.......i dun want to go back there again.....hey it's over...find a new friend to replace me....its over.....i'll not come back.....i'm not someone you can shelve as you please with your moods.....its over....that chapter that we were friends....its over.....the time we spent together as friends.......its over....stop trying.....i won't be there......its over.....that sapce you used to shelve me is empty.......its over....time has took its place......its over.....the time has gone away....please stop trying gets me more angrier.....
asking myself why i stood for your nonsese....u a friend...ha.....u talk abot people behind ur bak even ur so called good friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....i want to go away from you....consider me gone!!!!!!
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BLACKISH ;
1:45 AM
Y ; Friday, July 6, 2007.
i'm so happy.....she gave me advice and i used it now i have new great friends....who all understand how it feels to be neglected.....i'm so happy...now i'm with....kezia.....anna....shi min and last but not least Xin Min....i love their company! They are always soo fun that i want to be with them all the time.....Yay....I love to disturb anna and all of them are my best friends maybe saying that its too early but i think i'm confident....
p.s....sometimes i want to change the people i want to be partners with....and i hope my friends respect them because i try to too.......i'm not saying i don't want to be with you its just sometimes i want to be with some other people and i want you to respect my decision not show me atitude!
But i'm sorry if i hurt you today
tommorow also very lucky day 07-07-07
Tomorrow got live earth ton
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BLACKISH ;
7:20 AM
Y ; Sunday, July 1, 2007.
well i crazi over these lights!
inspired by mua(yours truely)
ooooooo......bright lights!!!
Again my cousins!!!
Hey this was made with colour lights....it rockx rite??
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BLACKISH ;
6:35 PM
Y ; .
who knew the day that i thought was the worst day of my life turned out to be preety amazing....but it woudn't be like that if i weren't with my family.....that is.....i love then and i guess i mean know everyone loves their family but mine is one of a kind.....truly i wouldn't give them up even if you gave jesse mccartney and a million dollar to me.....they're one of a kind and mine...welll tecnically mine that is......things happen for a reason.....everything.....everything there's a reason....preety much i guess without them the day would have sucked....totally....but i missed out the class gathering....i wanted to go....but i couldn't.....sigh well i wanna know what happenend anything exciting worth hearing?
well back to my cousins...things are happening the way nobody planned....she charting a path i can't and nobody can follow....she can come back from the path she took or end of a nobody.......nothing is forever......these dayz life is showing me a smile.......a joy to wake up each day....to see my youger bro to see my mom and dad....to see life.....to see the pics in my room .......to see my cousins.....to love each day.....to savour love......to be free from stress....to be with everyone nobody can stop me from loving my family.......any by the way the last posts are not emo.....i started getting sudden inspirations!.......and i love it.....school rocks......last friday during last period i was totally dissapointed with my class especially the moniters if you read this i'm sorry....i writing this....but i'm sorry......you guys were suppose to look after the class not to discriminate a teacher and yet laugh with the class!.......its ur job as moniters!......if you don't do it the class won't!.......i'm not the only one.....moniter....are suppose to be role models!!!........sorry if i hurt u i'm just saying my view!
welll gotta go ciao......tata....toodlles......tooodle-loo....jai xian......bye....sayonara.....vannakam....selemat datang!
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BLACKISH ;
12:01 AM